hiding an interest in someone is possibly the most damaging thing one can do to his or her own soul. the fact that you look from afar and admire someone and allow it to consume your mind your thoughts as you live hopelessly trying to find confidence to try and get to know that person, makes your life seem like a sad miserable string of events.
but it’s hard because in this world, we are afraid of rejection. we are so afraid to be lonely to the point where we want people in our lives but are terrified by the fact that they might leave us one day. but if you can’t fight your own fears to gain your own salvation and freedom from it, how can you say you’re really living your life?